HIKIKOMORI

< by ellen kennedy and tao lin >

dear ellen

today i thought about standing in the sun in clear water up to my shins and quietly following a small ugly fish and continuously slapping it's ass with both my hands very softly, so that it doesn't turn around to look at me but just feels a pleasurable, small, and continuous pressure on its ass.

after i thought about that i felt calm and then felt sleepy and fell asleep in front of my computer. when i woke up i felt very depressed.

tao

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